slipping into disconnection daily without proactively trying to renew ties…
fail, stutter, stumble, succeed, recognize…
snippets of familiarity, experiencing moments of clarity and calm, then being taken up again…
I feel embodied certainty that I’m part of this…
The land, a map, bodies, desire…
you can do anything, not everything…
between beginning something and doing something…
I never had fantasies of being a warrior monk, exactly…
water flows, overflows, nourishes, moves itself, and yet is held
I conveniently forgot the altitude and its toll…
I forgot the energy here, especially with my collaborators…